im soooooo f-kin sad taw. raye tak leh balek..sbb cam bazir je..coz pas raye kena dtg blk mlk..ada final exam on 1st october. kalo balek neh.. kire da kena beli 2 return tickets. equal to 4 tiket oh..hurm.. pas exam tros balek..cam bazir je kan.kalo pas raye je balek just 1 je tiket.saving sket.. g pon mama nk dtg pas teddy exam..
teddy nak sangat balek..tp teddy ta sampai ati nk susah kan my parents kua blanje banyak2.. on phn ngan mama..teddy ckp nk balek kalo ade tiket murah..mama ckp tgk la dulu..mama letak,usha tiket jap.teddy pon usha gak.cam mahal2 lak..like 150+...ada 300+ pun ade..ingat nk carik below 100 sbb nk li 4 tiket kot.ade yg murah pon da dkt sgt ngan exam.urm.teddy ase cam byk sgt lak blanje nnt..teddy decided tanak balek..
mule2 teddy cam ok je,pastu papa call..lembut je dia tny..camne raye..? teddy ckp tiket mahal..ta balek la kot..pastu dia cam pujuk, dia ckp takpe.ade nye tiket murah,takpe la kalo mahal sket..teddy sedeh dgr dia ckp camtu, papa was trying his best tok pujuk teddy..teharu sgt and teddy takleh bayang nnt raye camne..tak ngan dorg..pastu teddy nanes..takleh thn.. ='( pastu papa ckp jgn nanes, nnt balek..makin teddy nanes taw...da abes ckp..teddy still emosi agii..
ta lame pastu, mama lak call..mama ckp tiket mahal, ade murah,tp dkt sgt ngan exam dah..bincang2 sume,teddy ckp takpe la tayah balek (suara da sedeh coz td nanaes)..mama ckp..takpe la mahal sket..balek je la..teddy tamo susah2 kn dia..teddy still bekeras ckp tamo balek,pastu teddy ternanes sbb sedeh sbb wat mama wisau.sedeh gak sbb takleh balek n be with my family raye nanti.pastu ternanes g..bkn nk wat dia ase besalah..just teddy takleh ctrl my emotion. =( sorry mama xsengaja...mama mrh sbb dia ingat teddy majok n kecik ati,teddy ta majok..just sedeh and pasrah je..teddy try pujuk dia,teddy ckp tayah balek je la,takpe la thn ni raye cni..sambil nanes2..takleh ctrl kot..pastu mama bengang, mula tinggi kan suara tp still ctrl coz dia taw, takleh kot tinggi2 suara ngan teddy..no bkn manje tp sensitif sgt,teddy still tamo dgr ckp dia.tu dia geram.mama tros hung up.. teddy taw dia marah sbb dia tension, dia pon nk teddy balek..i knw she also want me to b with the family time raye.dia sanggup bazir duit just for me to spent couple of days with my family time raye. tp teddy tamo susah kan dia..tamo susah kan sape2.. ='(
teddy ta penah ta celeb raye ngan family..teddy ta biase dok umah org..ta suke act..ta selesa..tp nk wat camne kn..pas mama letak..teddy ignore sume calls..papa mama call byk2 kali, pka my lil sis pon call gak..i was so fucking sad!! teddy nanes2 sampai puas.. pas okey sket..br teddy txt my parents.
"boh bingong ngan kamek k. xpa mek raya ctok,alang2 gilak kmk balit.sorry suh ktk susah ati.im going to b fine here.boh susah book tiket raya k."(pls dont worry about me k. its okey raya cni.alang2 sgt nk balek.sorry wat mama/papa susah ati. im going to b fine here. tayah susah2 book tiket raya k.)
tak lame pastu mama call..dia ckp betol tamo balek? kali ni dia ckp lembut2..teddy ckp ye..teddy try pujuk dia. teddy tamo dia wisau. teddy ckp kang leceh nk g airport sume coz my parents agkt yg salu amek teddy everytime teddy dtg cni,keta dorg kena curik.tanak susah kan dorg lak kan..so da bg mcm2 alasan..mama pon tamo pjg2 kan cite.dia okey je..im glad she did..tamo dia sedeh2 lg.tamo dia susah ati lagi.. =( takpe la.. raye ni je jaoh dr family..g pon this will b my year kat cni..bile lagi nk marase raya kat cni kan.. =) hope im doin okey nnt..I LOVE U MAMA..LOVE U PAPA. im sory =(
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